My eyes are bleeding,

Haha, vilken title asso :D

Sorry att jag inte har snackat om nåt kul på lääänge. :(
Men jag har haft sämsta veckan.. liksom redan på måndag ja ba 'gud, vilken jobbig vecka' o alla bah 'öh, synd för det är bara första dagen'.. .om ni fattar.

Men nu kan jag säga att de där 3 jooobbiga dagarna har verkligen fått mig att uppskatta de små sakerna (i know thats freakin cheesy) och nu är jag såå himla glad att allt är tillbaka som vanligt..

FLAVIA AND ELISE: that means the whole peanutbutter+chocolate thing is back to being a recess peanut butter cup :D
get it.. except.. well recess peanutbutter cup. god, that was pervo.. i didnt mean it like that flavz and eliiise :O

Men nu har jag gjort svenska läxan, och då efteråt blev jag helt fast i photoshop--- och jag+photoshop efter burn, choklad, dextro... åh herregud...

a du.. min sämsta humor :D

mohaha. p.s om ni vill se hur ni ser ut med en viss hårfärg, mejla mig :D

haha, jag gjorde de här shit snabbt... asso typ jag skrev 'luke' o sen ja ba.. FAN DET VA JU ANAKIN :) *fail*


DET HÄR ÄR INTE EXEMPEL PÅ HUR JAG GÖR NÄR JAG FÄRGAR HÅR! JAG ÄR MYCKET BÄTTRE, SOM SAGT, JAG ÄR LITE HYPER OCH HÖLL PÅ SKYNDA FÖR JAG SKICKA ALLIHOPPA TILL FOLK :D

ALLA som håller med... :D
asso seriöst tänk på deras gamla album.. ALLA låtar, bl.a but its better if you do, i write sins not tradgedies, the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage  äger
o sen tänk på deras nya.. bara 3 bra låtar -.- av typ 20 :O
that green gentlemen,
northern downpour
nine in the afternoon.
och de är inte lika bra som NÅN av de gamla :D

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Men nu ska jag dra
kommentera gärna om du vill att jag ska 'färga håret'
elr

före jag börjar måste jag säga att jag har inga bra P!ATD låtar kvar.. Eller asso alla av deras låtar är shit bra, men jag.. väl känner mig inte för de just nu. 

Hej hej allihoppppa! <3... jag vet inte varför, men jag är riktigt glad :). Alltså jag vet väl kanske varför, men jag kan inte säga :$. Hehehehe, men fråga mig på msn eller nåt och så kommer jag nog säga. Annars, väl, då handlar det om dig. Eller, så vill jag inte säga för det kommer göra dig ledsen. 

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Men nu sitter jag och kollar på 'americas next top model' med sjuka-syrran -_-. . . Jaja, jag har ändå inget liv, så vad annars? :X.. 

Asso förr var det typ bara flavia och louise som kolla in min blogg, och sen några andra som bara kolla vissa saker (i know, för jag har en annan gammal, så ingen trodde jag blogga längre) och nu har jag länkat till den lite här o där, och nu har mina besökare bara gåt upp o upp :D

Hej hej, förlåt om det blir svårt att läsa min blogg. Jag var jävligt uttråkad och ändra alla färger på min blogg utan att veta vilken färg jag valde. :) ska byta imorn elr nåt :D

Nu doftar det axe, och låter Hannah Montanah i hela huset. Ni vet väl vad det betyder? ja, kusinerna är här :)

Hmm, jag känner någon som har en wannabe-macintosh hp, kanske? Undrar vem det kan va! Jo, det ser du, det är ju jag!!

Hej hej! Jag borde faktist städa just nu. Fast jag tar en 5 minut paus för att säga något väldigt viktigt! (not)  Jag har skaffat safari för min hp :)

Woohoo :)
För två dagar sen hade jag rekord för antal besök på min blogg
Och idag har jag rekord för antal människor :D

Det är shit kul att se att fler o fler kollar in min blogg :D
Som tack ska jag ladda upp en video.  Jag skulle göra nåt annat kul, men kunde inte komma på nåt. Men i alla fall- här kommer en video på en låt som jag verkligen älskar just nu :D

xoxo, fridiz<3

idekswyp- i dont even know so whats your problem?

It was the last day of summer, and I had been looking forward to this day ever since she had told me that, she too, loved me. I had been looking forward to the last day of summer, that would be extra special, and that we would start school- and show everyone that we were together. I had been looking forward to that so god damn much. I remember how I spent ours in my room getting ready, even though I am a guy. I remember how I snuck into my dad’s room and stole his cologne, even though I had my own. I remember how I brought my mom’s mirror with me, to make sure that she thought I looked so good. I tried so hard to make the night perfect, that was how I wanted it. That was the thing that made this story such a tragedy.

                             I was dressed in a white polo shirt, and long faded jeans. I had my DC sneakers, and my hair was as good as I could fix it. I brushed my teeth several times during the day, and I washed my hands and brushed my teeth one last time before leaving the house.

                             I came to the beach an hour early, but she was already there, sitting on a brown picnic blanket holding a large basket in her hands. I smiled to myself, knowing that we both felt that way for each other. I took one step onto the sand, and took off my black DC sneakers. Thereafter I walked through the sand to my one and only Felicia. The sun was just starting to set, and the horizon was beautiful. A small wind picked up and her perfect golden hair swayed in the wind. I hurried up, picking up my mom’s mirror. I looked into it and sighed. I would never be enough to deserve her, but this would have to do- it was the best I had to offer.

                             Once I was close enough behind her, I slowed down. I didn’t want her to see me rushing to be early to a date. She turned around when I was only a few steps behind her, and smiled her perfect smile. There was only one way to describe Felicia- she was definitely not the most beautiful in the world, but she was the most beautiful in my world. I smiled back and took the few steps to the blanket. I sat down as gracefully as I could, still smiling.

                             “I thought I would have to wait forever,” she said softly, “but I guess you are early too.”

                             “Yeah, I didn’t have anything else to do.” I shrugged. We both laughed, knowing how badly I was lying.

                             “Well, why are you so early then?” she laughed. I looked into her eyes a long time, trying to make that my explanation. But after just a short moment, she looked away. I started to tremble, getting the slight feeling that she was early for another reason.

                             “I spent such a long time getting ready,” I started, “And when I was done, well, I just couldn’t wait.” I looked away in shame. My reason suddenly sounded so ridiculous when I knew we both weren’t feeling the same way, “But, you look kind of… Nervous. Is something wrong?”

                             “Yeah…” she said and then hesitated, “yeah, I’m fine,” she corrected, sighing. I hated to see how her mood had changed so suddenly. I knew that there was something wrong, and that this day was definitely not the perfect I had hoped for. Yet, I knew Felicia- I knew not to ask what it was, as she was obviously trying to ignore the problem herself.

                             The day continued, quite as planned, only a bit quieter. Yet, to myself I imagined that it was because we loved each other too much. We talked a little, and there were some silences. She had made my favorite- coca-cola, sushi and chocolate covered strawberries for dessert. The time flew, and too soon, it was pitch-black outside. Her eyes outshined the moon, and I leaned forward to kiss her.

                             I remember the details perfectly, but they hurt too much- too much for the sharp blade to numb out. It was silent for another long moment, while we were holding hands; her head leaned onto my left shoulder. Then the weight lifted off my shoulder. I sighed, because I felt that she had something to say. I looked up at her, trying to look as romantic as possible.

                             “I feel horrible,” she started. Suddenly, the chemistry disappeared, and I noticed how cold it was. My teeth started uncontrollably chattering, as I listened to what she had to say. “I feel horrible,” she repeated, “I should have told you as soon as you came, but I didn’t want to ruin the night.”

                             She paused, and I got extremely impatient. Yet, I did not want to say anything- she seemed tense enough. “I… I’m… I’m moving.” Felicia stuttered.

                             “What?” I said, impatiently. I had been expecting something so different, but still the news were a lot worse. I thought quickly, maybe she was moving to the next block or the next city. But what if she was moving to the next state? “Where?!” I added quickly.

                             She started sobbing… “Well,” drip, drip, drip “I’m moving to…” drip, “France.”..  drip, drip drip. Stop. The tears stopped, and she looked into my eyes. I looked back at her amber, melancholy eyes, “I’m moving to France, and I am going to miss you like hell.”

                             It was all too much. I couldn’t help myself. My eyes were no longer dry. They had swollen, and tears were flowing freely. It wasn’t one of those things you were told last minute. This was one of those things where you were told first, maybe, and then, yes, months in advance. But the news came like a storm, and the feelings were so rigid.

                             “When?” I interrogated her, with all the questions I could ask. But it didn’t matter. The best girl in the world was moving who-knows-how-far away. And my new detail- tomorrow. The best girl in the world was moving to France the next day. My perfect day was ruined. I wanted to run home and dig my head into my pillow, but still I wanted to spend the last few moments with my truest.

                             “I’ll write every day, and I’ll call you when it’s possible. I will send you presents on your birthday, and on Christmas and for no reason. And I’ll come back. I’ll come back for you as soon as I graduate. If you think about how long we live- it’s not that long…” She kept blabbering, but I was completely gone.

:)

Tja allihoppa! Hoppas att ni inte har haft lika tråkigt som jag har haft det. -_- Jag har typ varit på dansen- då va vi utsläppt en halv timme tidigt. tyckte det var fett skönt. Men jag sms:a folk, och typ absolut ingen svara //.- Då typ svara ALEX av alla först. Vilket är shit ovanligt för han sover ju typ hela dagen ._.   . Och sen stängde jag av mobilen så den kunde ladda snabbare, men det blev problem för ingen snacka på msn heller. Eller typ Alex snacka, men typ sluta. Tror han spelar wow elr nåt... >.<

 Då bestämmde jag mig för att hålla på med min kära- youtube. Men då hitta jag nån helt pucko tjej som ba 'man ska inte mörda emo, men man ska mobba ihjäl dom. men man ska inte mörda dom för det är ju bara en phas'

Sen hitta jag värsta  snyggingen med coolaste hår. :P
Och då leta jag på youtube efter tuperat hår och så :) och då spendera jag 2 timmar på hålla på med mitt eget hår xD

Och nuuuu snackar jag med mimmi. Jag märkte inte tills nu hur sent det va. Hade tänkt gå me nån till mcdonalds. men det blir inge av det  :|

Men i alla fall, vill någon göra något idag då? :D Det skulle bli kul kul :P

Jag gillar den här nya layout för mina inlägg. Problemet är om min blogg är breeeeeeed nog för det här... Men man får väl testa..Jag blir shit sur om bilden inte syns...


Men nu blabbrar jag bara på ju!!
Pusshej ;)